“ALL THAT IS”
Once brought into a relaxing, alpha-state level of mind, into my awareness, I immediately see 3 pyramids off to the upper left side…
But they aren’t any that I recognize, these three are black.
I immediately ‘know’ that they are from VERY long ago, beyond ancient, beyond the pyramids which exist on earth today.
The scene fascinates me, but I leave it as the Hypnotherapist guides us to a beach, a shoreline…
There, I see a native Indian Woman standing, waiting for me… Her features become clearer as I get closer to her and I then recognize her.
She is Fayla, one of my Spirit Guides.
She says nothing, but I know that I am to follow her. She turns, keeping just slightly ahead of me as we walk along the shoreline.
She takes me far down the shore, up a small hill, through some trees, then to a clearing and finally, to a bridge…
The bridge is Crystal and the further half of it is enveloped in mist. Fayla motions for me to cross the bridge and I leave her at this point.
I enter the midst, come out to the other side of the bridge and I immediately see a Crystal Pyramid glowing vibrantly from the inside with an incredible Light.
It is about 12-15 ft. in size all around and I know I am to enter it…
I know it is my personal transportation.
I know that I have been inside that crystal pyramid before.
I enter it.
I next find myself looking out of the crystal and seeing the most extraordinary scenes of outer space…
I realize I am travelling through Outer Space!
There are billions of stars, I see beautiful planets, everything is sparkling vividly against the velvety black background…
I am thoroughly excited!
A very familiar feeling washes over me and again, I know I have been here and seen this view before…
I ‘arrive’ at my destination…
I step out of the Crystal Pyramid and before me I see a gigantic, golden Archangel… maybe 80 ft. tall…
Then he opens as a door right down the middle and I see that he is the ‘gateway’ and I go up some stairs and enter.
I am inside and there are more stairs leading upwards…
Standing at the top of the stairs, I see and am greeted by an Elder man….
He is no ordinary man….
He is larger than life, maybe 12 ft. or so, and he is dressed richly in intensely golden robes that flow out and down the stairs around us by about 40 ft…
A golden crown sits atop his head.
He has long (just past the shoulders) white, perfect hair and beard.
His face does not appear ‘old’ at all, but I know, that he is as old as time…
His eyes are a blue I have never seen before.
I deeply respect him…
I am in awe of him…
I know that he is ‘All that, and a bag of chips’… well, I almost had it right…
I asked him his name…
He looked deeply into my eyes and replied simply…
“I am, ‘ALL THAT IS'”…..
Never a more appropriate time to exclaim, “OH MY GOD!!!”
But I didn’t, rather, I heard the Hypnotherapists’ voice in the background guiding us to ask ‘what is your name in this lifetime?’…
So I replied instead, “O.k. that’s you, but WHO AM I????”
He stepped to the side and I immediately saw behind him, a woman.
An etherically beautiful woman.
She appeared in the same flowing, golden robes but hers were more like a gown that had a massive crinoline underneath as her gown flowed outwards first (Like in the character Anna in the movie ‘Anna & The King of Siam) and then down her train went for many yards.
She too, wore a gorgeous, gold crown but her long, wavy hair was a golden blonde and it went down past her waist.
Her eyes were also blue but lighter than the Elder male and her face though also timeless, still appeared younger than his…
She was smaller as well, about 8 or 9 ft. tall.
I KNEW that she was me… I was her… and I asked her what name she had in this lifetime…
She smiled at me as a mother to a fledgling child and replied,
I am, “ALL THAT IS.”
My first thought was, ‘nobody’s gonna believe this back home.’
Sure, maybe if she answered, ‘ALMOST ALL THAT IS’…… but never ‘ALL THAT IS.”
At this time I heard Hypnotherapists voice again.
He guided us to ‘go to the most significant event in that lifetime’…
And we did…
I found myself with well, ‘myself’ and the Male Elder in a large, long banquet hall…
The walls were rounded at the top and the bottom, like ‘sideways oblong’ and made of glass with white beams every hundred feet or so.
I could clearly see outside the glass walls and noticed the view of incredible planets in the distance and billions of wondrous sparkling stars.
I could have stared out those windows forever but my attention was brought to the magnificent ‘banquet table’ which stretched out apparently farther than I could see as I saw it till about two hundred feet long and then couldn’t see past that.
The table was opulently set with glowing candelabras and magnificent place settings.
We were seated…
Next, I heard the Hypnotherapist ask ‘What type of food is eaten here?’…
Then I noticed that the table setting was opulent but indeed there was absolutely no ‘food’ on the table, but rather a bright, White Orb of Light the size of a large orange was on each plate as far as I could see down the long, lavish table…
So I asked, (oh and by the way, all communication done while on this journey was done by us telepathically)
“‘Where is the food here? What kind of food do we eat?”
And I was again given that look by the ‘golden me’ like, ‘Don’t you remember this???’
“There is no ‘food’ as you speak of here, we do not eat as you eat on earth”….
Suddenly, I remembered everything.
It was as though her voice flipped a switch to ‘on’ in my brain and I remembered…
The memories of that life-time came rushing back into my awareness.
This is where I ‘began’…
Strangely enough…
“In a galaxy, far, far away…”
Though I have been told by a few (apparently ‘enlightened ones’) that they thought I was from another planet… (though it never appeared at the time, the compliment that it truly is)….
We have no individual names there…
We are all ‘ALL THAT IS’…
We exist on that plane in/on the LIGHT…
Our sustenance is THE LIGHT…..
WE ARE THE LIGHT!
The most significant occasion of that life, was that day at that very joyous and festive banquet…
My ‘send off’ party if you will….
I was extremely honoured… I had been ‘chosen’…
“I” was being sent to Earth…
I came from this very distant and wondrous planet as a ‘Star Seed’…
I was sent to Earth long, long ago and I was sent here to bring “Light”…
I have been here for many incarnations already…
Coincidentally, (if you still believe in coincidences) my name this incarnation is ‘Aileen’… It means, ‘Light’…
I then impatiently asked the Elders, ‘If I am ALL THAT (or this, as the case may be) why has this taken so long for me to learn??
Without waiting for an answer I exasperatingly cried out, ‘Let me do my JOB!!!!!’
INFUSE ME NOW with every-thing I need to ‘BRING IT’… TO BRING THE LIGHT, to fulfill my purpose with the most ‘punch’ HERE AND NOW!
They both smiled at me… and agreed, ‘Yes, you are ready now’…
And I was shown a brilliant, blazing shooting star taking off…
I thanked them.
At this time, I then again heard the Hypnotherapists voice guiding us to go to our ‘death’ in that lifetime… Observe it… What was it like? Peaceful? Painful?
I knew that my ‘death’ in that life was a VERY EXCITING, CHALLENGING BEGINNING
and we began moving towards the glass wall…
I asked the male Elder, ‘Are you someone I know in my present lifetime on Earth?’
“No” he replied, he had never been on earth…
At the edge, as the glass wall parted and we were there at the Gateway to the Galaxies, I asked, ‘Who is my Husband, Tom’?
He replied that Tom was also from the same place, he was sent along with me to be my Guard and Guardian that I would always be protected.
I smiled, this answer made much sense to me….
It was time to go now, and I turned and stepped off the edge into the Unknown, just as the Hypnotherapist brought us back to our Earthly reality…
And so it begins….
Richard Kut says
What is so different about you lately?
I have gotten that question from many people, and to be honest I do feel different. There have been many people and events that have influenced my life and who I am today. However, upon reflection I can point to one event that forever changed my life, because it changed my perception of it.
You are probably thinking that it was a traumatic and disastrous event, but it wasn’t.
It was a past-life regression. Yup, one of those things that you have probably read or heard about where someone hypnotizes you and guides you back in time to an earlier life so that you can recall what happened.
A spiritual teacher, Aileen W. Donovan, who had been coaching me for some time had offered to do this for me, and because I trusted her implicitly I agreed to submit myself to the experience. Even though she had my trust I was still somewhat apprehensive, not liking the idea of being “hypnotized”. I quote the word for emphasis because now I understand that hypnosis is not about losing control. It is about allowing suggestions to guide you towards a realization. No one can tell you a lie and make you believe it because you are in a hypnotic state. Only Hollywood movies do that.
Anyhow, the past-life regression (or PLR) was just a vehicle to carry me towards my realization of parts of myself. The change of perception about all of life came afterwards. It came because I realized that my beliefs about life, and more importantly death, were completely based on what society has led me to believe.
Death in today’s society is synonymous with extinction in the minds of most people. Society says that “You only have one life to live”, and that “Life is not a dress-rehearsal”.
However, once I realized that I had lived many times before there was no reason to believe that I wouldn’t live countless more lifetimes.
Think about that for a moment. Really think about what that means.
I am an eternal and immortal being in the spiritual sense. Therefore “death” as I had come to know it from society’s definition did not exist.
I am no different from anyone else on the planet. So the same conclusion must apply to you as well. This means that we have all been lied to by any faith, religion or society that we have ever been involved with.
When a foundational belief about death changes, then the feelings, emotions, and thoughts that were based on that belief must also change.
So, to finally answer the original question, here is a short list of some of thoughts that have changed for me, and as a result I have become a different person.
– We are all here to fulfill an agenda, a sort of list of contracts. Most of us do not know what our contracts are, but if we follow our inner voice then we usually do the right thing. When our contracts have been fulfilled, we “graduate” to another set of contracts. This “graduation” is death. We return home to plan our next visit to Earth (or maybe somewhere else?).
– There is no such thing as a cruel and uncaring God. Since we are all reborn into an infinite number of lifetimes, all of what we perceive as suffering and tragedy is actually not that at all. Every misery that we suffer is actually a lesson to further us on our path of spiritual evolution. I am not suggesting that as a result of this belief that I have become uncaring or unsympathetic to the situations that I see around me. Instead, I have realized that attaching to drama only creates more drama. Rather, I recognize the drama for what it is, bless whoever is involved with the hope that they will find the highest good in the situation for all involved, and then I move on.
– I do not ever have to be afraid ever again. Since my spirit is immortal, nothing that happens to me is ever lost or forgotten. In a true sense, no one ever “really” gets hurt in any way. See the point above if this is not entirely clear.
– I have realized that what you focus on grows, and what you ignore fades away.
I hope that my ramblings have somehow served to answer the question, and that my discoveries may help you in some way. May the creator of all that is bless you with joy and peace!
Clarence Fell says
Your story is awesome!
It just blows my mind.
Thank you for sharing your experience!